V for Venture

Worries.

I have too much worries for my tiny self to withhold.
If only people could care less about things and just focus their worries on the most important matters.

We shouldn’t be living our lives while worrying about every single things we do.

Let’s just head out of the house without worrying about the weather or traffic. Let’s just love without worrying about faithfulness and painful breakups. Let’s just live a life for yourself and not worry too much about others.

We only have one life be it long or short. Worrying about everything doesn’t necessarily change the results. It just makes your journey there rather tortuous.

Less drama, less worries. Sound like a perfect life to me.

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Looking at art and/or doing art always make me feel calm & at ease.
I don’t see the need to bother so much about other things right now.
It’s just me, my pen & a sketchbook for tonight.

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I’m really dangerous whenever I have a toothache…

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Make sure you’re not being a hypocrite before you say something because most of the time, you’re being one.

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Stress reducer: Changing tumblr theme in the middle of the night.
- A change is always good :)

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I can be more fragile than I thought. It’s not easy to admit this but I’ve finally came to term with the bitter truth. People kept on telling me it’s not good for a girl to be too strong, and they’re right.

I’m pretty sick of people allowing themselves to hurt me because they think I’m strong enough. Using me because they think I could always handle it. Fooling me because they think I won’t give a damn and keeping distances from me because they feel intimidated.

I mean, guess what, I have my limits too. Those things are true: I’m strong enough, I can handle it, I won’t give a flying fuck when I decide to. But when those things keep on stacking up I’d eventually reach a point where I blow it all up in my head. I do get hurt (surprise!). Quite easily when so many things bother me at once.

Noone is at fault here but me, since I decided not to show these feelings in the first place.